Enrolled into my mind

pen on a bookEnrolled into my mind

You enrolled into my mind without a warning

I should have known by now it’s all a dream

I think about you when I go to bed and when I wake up

Don’t think it’s much fun for me

Sometimes you appear in my dreams

I feel some kind of relief but then it hits me

You’re never gonna be near even if I want

Enrolled into my mind without shame

You won’t disappear as long as I let you

But it’s too hard to let go

It’s better to have feelings than no emotions at all

There will never be another you and that’s fact



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My feelings for you change like an undulate

One day I hate you, the next time love

It’s a rollercoaster of emotions

I hate feeling this way

I try to avoid you but you’re everywhere

Life would be easier if things were different

You would be here and I could show what I feel

But you would never feel the way I do

Sometimes I wish I never looked at you

If you only knew how crazy I am about you

This undulate in my heart is trembling inside

I try to get you out of my mind but I fail

I want to see you as a friend but I want more

You have spoiled my life and you don’t even know it

Things can never be the same again and I blame you

I can’t even despise you completely

No one is perfect but you almost are

I don’t even know if you’re real but I know how I feel

It will go away but for now, I have to go with the undulate

Advent calendar Box 22

advent calendar 22Torn

Torn between two worlds

The dream and the real

The fake is better

It’s a world with no worries

There are people in it but they’re nice

In the real, it’s all sorrow and pain

Torn between this and that

In a dream, you get what you want

Everybody follows the script

For real it’s not like that

People hurt you on purpose

Torn between two worlds

I want to live in both

An escape from this one is good

It makes you feel mentally stronger

It’s a gift and not a torn between two worlds