To do it or not to do it,that is the question

I have a little bit of a dilemma. I have this great idea for a fiction. But as usual it’s only in my opinion. I get a lot of ideas but I never finish them. I usually write to myself. If I asked for ideas from someone else, there is none. It’s my story so I don’t really need anyone’s help. But some advice or ideas wouldn’t be so bad. Hint, hint.

This story I have in my mind is called “Bromance gone wrong” It’s about 2 friends called Lee and Richard. They fall in love with the same woman but they don’t know it. She’s the only one that does so she tries to turn them against each other. That’s not all, she also has a secret.

Here’s the dilemma. I know what kind a secret she has. That’s all I got. I don’t know where it will take place nor what kind of story it will become. I don’t want people to think it will become a slash story because it’s a MMF story (not in that sexual way even if there might be some of that) I don’t know how long it’s gonna be either but that’s something I don’t plan in advance. I might change the name to “Jeopardized Bromance” Even the name is unclear. I will write this story, I just don’t know how to start. Maybe this idea is just passing by and I’ll forget about it. But right now I’m really positive I will write it.

This might be a waste of space but if anyone has any ideas. Maybe a better name. Any tips of how to start this story. Maybe ask me something concerning the fiction. Just anything that comes to mind. Don’t be shy. You can post them on the comment section below or to the Suggestions box. Thank you in advance.

I wish I had said something

I take you back to 5th grade. The year is beside the point. I was in this class the 2nd year. I had to take 4th grade twice so I had to leave my old class. The 1st year in this new class went OK. It was the 5th that turn into hell. There was this girl who seem to have issues with me. I wasn’t bullied the way some people are. But she somehow turned the other girls against me. It was whispering behind my back and leaving me outside the group. That is one kind of bullying I guess. I could feel they didn’t want me to be around them. I was all alone. School didn’t taste good so I was rather not there. I played hooky quite a lot because of that.

Group work was the worst. I really disliked that in the future. P.E. wasn’t fun either. I don’t know why the teacher let the pupils choose which ones should be in their team. I was good at sport and yet no one wanted me in theirs. This girl was awful at it. In general she was kind of stuck up. She was one of those that never got any spots. Miss Perfect herself (that’s what I think now) She wasn’t perfect at all. She wasn’t good in Math either.
Years later, I saw her in another school. I don’t know if she recognised me or not. It doesn’t matter. She didn’t seem to be that childish anymore anyway. I didn’t go to that school that long (for a different reason). I only saw her there once. I didn’t want anything to do with her. People like her are a waste of my time. I found out years later that she had cut a school at some point and worked somewhere. She didn’t become anything special which is a bit like, ha ha, in your face.

I wish I had said something to her in 5th grade. I would have told her where to get off. The worse thing was that she couldn’t say it to my face. Instead she said something to her friend and that friend told me (that friend used to my friend. Bloody backstabber :P) She didn’t want to sit by the same table in the diner because I had spots on my face. The friend suggested I should use some cream to make them disappear. Another thing was that I had some line on my nose that she didn’t like. It was just silly reasons. I didn’t say anything but if it was happening today, I would have said something to her. I think it was more than just some imperfect feature. I’ve thought about the time and came to the conclusion, she was just jealous. Maybe because I was good at sport or good at something else. Like I wrote, it doesn’t matter. I got rid of her and I don’t care anymore.

One thing I’ve learned through that experience. I will never let anyone treat me like that again. I’m a much stronger person now that I was then. It hasn’t put me down. Maybe that experience has had some effect on me. I’m careful with whom I confide in. I’m a private person and I don’t trust people. That’s the reason I don’t blog about personal things that often. If life would only be like blogging. Edit when you haven’t said something you wish you had.